True Words on a Sunday

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After just coming off a few great weeks of inspiration- receiving news today that my trip could not last as long as I was hoping it would was somewhat discouraging.

...& due to the emotional tendencies that have been passed down to me, I of course cried.

Adulthood an responsibility just never seems to get easier for me. And after running to solitude to examine my heart & mind for a while, I came to a solid conclusion.

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I thrive on change. I cannot stand still. Stagnancy is not and never will be an option for my life. So when the forward motion I find myself in get's threatened and I find myself backsliding- I get overwhelmed with frustration. The life I have in Maryland over the summer always promotes growth & inspiration- and to think of myself going back to the same exact life I left in San Diego with nothing changing, makes me feel sick.


I was not made to stay still. I was made to move, change, and go forward at every possible moment.




So in the face of stillness, I shall move.

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The words I keep repeating to myself over and over:

I told you to be patient

I told you to be fine

I told you to be balanced

I told you to be kind

This is my chance... to not only move forward while standing still, but to persevere in my ongoing lesson with patience.